Pauline she hung up the phone she heard it. And she knew it. She was felling the same for him but she must move on to her life without him.
She was alone at her home, her parents were out for dinner and Zeta were in a friend's house. As she walked down the stairs her eyes caught a pack of cigarettes that her father had forgeten. She might primise to herself never put a cigarette to her mouth she needed something to take away the pain.
It was this time when a person doesn't think just feel. Pauline didn't think again what she was doing and she light a cigarette up. As the smocke of the cigarette went to her healthy lungs she began to cough agian and again. But that didn't stop her to take an another puff of the cigarette. With the cigarette on her one jand and the pack to the other she runned throught her bedroom.
Walked to the balcony took an another puff. She can admit that was feeling good for the moment. After finishing the her first cigarette she hide the pack in her guitar case. She knew that here no one will ever find it.
As the days passed quickly Pauline now has surpassed Jesse for good. Also her dad had found a good driving school so she can get her driving licence. The first day before she went there she stoped at Starbucks to buy a coffee. And for her good luck she saw that they need people. So when she left the Starbucks she had a coffee and first job. The bad thing of it that she contiue smocking and she wasn't very proud of it.
When she finished the lesson she had arange with Ava to go out for coffee. After taking her from her house with her car they stoped at a cafeteria next to the lake. "What do you like to drink?" a girl asked them . "I'll take a fredo cappucino!" Pauline answered "Fredo espreso!" Ava answered next and the girl took their order. "Ava i want to tell you something!" Pauline said surious. "You'll give Jesse a chance?" Ava asked exited. "No! At least not yet!" "Is it good or bad?" "One good and one bad!" "I'm listening!" Ava said and sut back to her chair. "You're the first you'll know! The good is that i found a job!" "Oh my God! Where?" Ava said happily for her friend. "Starbacks!" "You're a lucky bitch! You know that?" "Yeah! My friends told me this all the time..."
The waitress came and left their orders. Ava after takinga sip she asked "And the bad one?" "That one is more important and i want you to keep your mouth shut until i tell you ok?" Ava nobbed. "I start smocking!" Pauline drop the bomb to her. "You did what? Have you lost your fucking mind?" Ava sked supriced. "Yeah i know! But i was in a moment of weakness...." "You from what our grand-fathers died don't you?" "I know and i'll try to stop it! I really will...." "Ok! And no one from your family knows it right?" "No, you're the first!"
"So you don't mind if i...." "Well, i should kick your ass but in case i let you!" "Thanks!" Pauline said and put out from her purse the pack of cigarettes. She light out and saw Ava signed. "Are you alirght?" "Yeah, i'm fine!" Ava tried to hide it. "Ava i'm the one who are talking to remember!" Ava singed this time more heivy. "Alright you got me! I really miss him! I like to live with my Gram but is not the same...." "Look, i don't know who this feels but is not the first time he's on tour!" "Is not but is the first time here in Jersey! On the other tours i was in LA with my mum!" she singed again. "Well, the good is that in 2 days he'll be back and you have all the summer with him...." "That's right!" she paused "How do you feel? I've never ask you that before!" "That i broke up with Jesse or that i met the band?" "Both!" "Well, about the band i've never thought of that! I mean i was sure that i'm never will go to a concert! But the first shock when i saw Jon! I still remember how fast my heart was bitting and still remember his perfume and Jesse on our first date was wearing the same! And now as far for Jesse it's been more than 15 days! I've overcome him now...." "I can see that!" Ava said with not plesent voise. "You're not happy?" "To be honest i'm not! Because that day i visited you after you i went to Jesse!" "And how is he?" "Not good! And Stephanie called me and said me what have you done!" "The point is what i had done or what he had done?" Pauline answer with a little anger in her voise. "But she also told me that you didn't let him explain!" Pauline singed "I didn't but that doesn't change anything!" "It does and you know it! You just don't want to admit it!" "Whatever!" Pauline answered and extinguished her cigarette in the ashtray.
They sut together chatting for one hour and then Pauline left Ava to her house and took her way bach to her house. She must rest because she must be at work at 9.00am and she didn't like waking up early in the morning.
2 days later the European lef was over and all the band memebers were caming back at their homes and families. Jon arrived home late in the night and for his big suprice Jake and Romeo were still up. "DADDY!!!" they both yelled and run to hug their dad. Jon as he hugged them and kissed them he answered "I miss you little monsters!!" Back again to his feet Jon hugged his wife. "Welcome home..." Dorothea said and kisse him. "I love the welcomes!" Jon teased and Dorothea smiled back at him. "Where is Stephanie?" Jon asked and just behind him his only daughter came and hug him close. "Oh daddy i miss you so much!" "I miss you too Steph!"
They sut there in the living room chatting. But when the time had passed the kids went to sleep. Jon went also to bed he was exhausted. On his way to the bedroom he stoped to check out Jesse who didn't came down to welcome him. Opening the door he found him in the same place that Stephanie had left him 5 hours ago lying on his bed. "Hey Jess you'll not wolcome your old man?" Jon asked and closed the door behind him. Jesse didn't answer. "What's wrong Jess?" Jon said getting closer to him and saw that his eyes were red and they had black circlus under them. "What happend?" he asked again and sut next to him. "Pauline knows..." he said with low and tiried voise. "Someone gave her some pictures with me and you in NY and she throw them to me and left but before she broke up with me! Then i had an idea to win her back sending her some lyrics of your songs but it didn't worked and she got angry and she said she doesn't want to see me again or talk to me!" he expained his father the sitiuasion. "Oh Jesse i'm so sorry! And when that happend?" "20 days ago!" Jon singed feeling sorry for his son. "Listen Jesse you have all the time we want to talk about it! I'm free now until September..." "I don't want to talk about it i just want her back!" Jesse said and turned to the other side of the bed.
Jon got up and left him alone. "You might don't want but i do and i WILL!"
Jon thought and went to his bedroom. Here he found his wife and asked her to explain all that he had missed when he was on tour. As he was listening to his wife he came to a conclusiuon..... tommorow he'll say a few words with Pauline.
The next day Pauline went to work for the first time and she likes it. It helps her to forget the problems she had and help her to forget Jesse beause she might say to Ava that she overcame him but she didn't. She also their met two other guys Mike and Nick. They were little older than her but they are very helpfull.
Pauline came back at home a little late and went staight to have a shower and then she ate for dinner and went back to her bedroom. Walking in her eye caught her guitar who was screaming to play it. Pauline could't say no and she pick it up. But she wasn't in a mood to play inside so she went to the balcony. She took a guitar pick and her pack of cigarettes. She sut on the chair and let her finger slip to the chourds.
She was playing for over an hour when someone rung the bell it was Jon. Jon after excuse himself for the hour he asked if he can see Pauline and left her parents with no words. They thought she did something bad and left Jon to see her.
Jon walking up the stairs he heard soft guitar playing. Following the music and went to Pauline bedroom. He knock but he didn't get an answer and he knocked again but no one answered him. He opened the door and closed it behind him. And here he was in Pauline's bedroom. It was like Richie had desgebe it to him 2 hours ago. He was llooking around and Pauline still didn't notise him as she start singing and playing You Had Me From Hello. Jon smiled and saw the wall of her posters. He looked down to her nightstand and saw a frame was down. He pick it up and it was her with Jesse but the glass was broken. He singed and walked to the balcony and Pauline finished the song.
"You really like this song don't you?" Jon asked her and Pauline turned and saw Jon. "Jon?What are you doing here? From when are you here?" "Since you were at the mirron fixing your hair and putting your make-up on!" he said and laughed. Pauline got up from the chair and went inside to her room with Jon. "Where did you know i leave here?" "I search and is not very dificult to know!" he paused. "I want to talk about something!" "You and me? Talk about something? That sounds intersting!" Pauline said and went to the balcony and Jon followed her.
As they both sut looking in the sky Jon's eye caught the cigarette pack. "You start smocking?" he said very supriced. "Yeah!" "You know that is bad for your health!" "You smocke too Jon!" "But i'm not 16! I'm 51!" "But you started it when you were 18!" "Damn fans knows everything!" Pauline laughed. "Give me one!" he ordered and Pauline gave him one and light it for him and she did the same. "What do you want to talk about about?" she asked as she blow out the smock. "You why i'm here Pauline, don't you?" Pauline singed. "Look i know this must be hard for you but can you give him a chance?" "You have no idea how hard that was! I have already take my desision! I move on..... i found a job and in one week i'll take my driver licience! Sending you here to talk to me Jesse doesn't win anything tell him!" "Jesse doesn't know i'm here! I came with my own will!" he singed. "Look, Pauline i don't like seeing him at this mess! And i don't like looking at you at his mess! I mean look at you! You lost much weight, your eyes are red and you start smocking!" Pauline looked down to herself and realized that Jon was right. "How much have you lost?" "About 20!" "What?" he said shocked and Pauline nobbed. "I'll tell you only one thing and then i go! I know that you love him and he loves you! He made a mistake.... a terrible one! But everyone deserve one more chance!" he said and got up.
Walking inside Jon added. "I'm sure you'll take the right desision! I'll wait to see him smile again!" he said a gave a smile at her who was looking at him from the balcony sitting in her chair.
Jon had already gone for half and hour and Paulien still there. She didn't even move. She was thinking what Jon told her. She didn't want to hurt Jesse but she did it and she was sorry for it. She thought that Jon might be right. He didn't gave Jesse a chance to explain.
She just needed time to clean up the mess in her head. To put things in order. And then she'll talk with herself to know what is going to do with the boy he loved more that anyone else in her life.
She was alone at her home, her parents were out for dinner and Zeta were in a friend's house. As she walked down the stairs her eyes caught a pack of cigarettes that her father had forgeten. She might primise to herself never put a cigarette to her mouth she needed something to take away the pain.
It was this time when a person doesn't think just feel. Pauline didn't think again what she was doing and she light a cigarette up. As the smocke of the cigarette went to her healthy lungs she began to cough agian and again. But that didn't stop her to take an another puff of the cigarette. With the cigarette on her one jand and the pack to the other she runned throught her bedroom.
Walked to the balcony took an another puff. She can admit that was feeling good for the moment. After finishing the her first cigarette she hide the pack in her guitar case. She knew that here no one will ever find it.
As the days passed quickly Pauline now has surpassed Jesse for good. Also her dad had found a good driving school so she can get her driving licence. The first day before she went there she stoped at Starbucks to buy a coffee. And for her good luck she saw that they need people. So when she left the Starbucks she had a coffee and first job. The bad thing of it that she contiue smocking and she wasn't very proud of it.
When she finished the lesson she had arange with Ava to go out for coffee. After taking her from her house with her car they stoped at a cafeteria next to the lake. "What do you like to drink?" a girl asked them . "I'll take a fredo cappucino!" Pauline answered "Fredo espreso!" Ava answered next and the girl took their order. "Ava i want to tell you something!" Pauline said surious. "You'll give Jesse a chance?" Ava asked exited. "No! At least not yet!" "Is it good or bad?" "One good and one bad!" "I'm listening!" Ava said and sut back to her chair. "You're the first you'll know! The good is that i found a job!" "Oh my God! Where?" Ava said happily for her friend. "Starbacks!" "You're a lucky bitch! You know that?" "Yeah! My friends told me this all the time..."
The waitress came and left their orders. Ava after takinga sip she asked "And the bad one?" "That one is more important and i want you to keep your mouth shut until i tell you ok?" Ava nobbed. "I start smocking!" Pauline drop the bomb to her. "You did what? Have you lost your fucking mind?" Ava sked supriced. "Yeah i know! But i was in a moment of weakness...." "You from what our grand-fathers died don't you?" "I know and i'll try to stop it! I really will...." "Ok! And no one from your family knows it right?" "No, you're the first!"
"So you don't mind if i...." "Well, i should kick your ass but in case i let you!" "Thanks!" Pauline said and put out from her purse the pack of cigarettes. She light out and saw Ava signed. "Are you alirght?" "Yeah, i'm fine!" Ava tried to hide it. "Ava i'm the one who are talking to remember!" Ava singed this time more heivy. "Alright you got me! I really miss him! I like to live with my Gram but is not the same...." "Look, i don't know who this feels but is not the first time he's on tour!" "Is not but is the first time here in Jersey! On the other tours i was in LA with my mum!" she singed again. "Well, the good is that in 2 days he'll be back and you have all the summer with him...." "That's right!" she paused "How do you feel? I've never ask you that before!" "That i broke up with Jesse or that i met the band?" "Both!" "Well, about the band i've never thought of that! I mean i was sure that i'm never will go to a concert! But the first shock when i saw Jon! I still remember how fast my heart was bitting and still remember his perfume and Jesse on our first date was wearing the same! And now as far for Jesse it's been more than 15 days! I've overcome him now...." "I can see that!" Ava said with not plesent voise. "You're not happy?" "To be honest i'm not! Because that day i visited you after you i went to Jesse!" "And how is he?" "Not good! And Stephanie called me and said me what have you done!" "The point is what i had done or what he had done?" Pauline answer with a little anger in her voise. "But she also told me that you didn't let him explain!" Pauline singed "I didn't but that doesn't change anything!" "It does and you know it! You just don't want to admit it!" "Whatever!" Pauline answered and extinguished her cigarette in the ashtray.
They sut together chatting for one hour and then Pauline left Ava to her house and took her way bach to her house. She must rest because she must be at work at 9.00am and she didn't like waking up early in the morning.
2 days later the European lef was over and all the band memebers were caming back at their homes and families. Jon arrived home late in the night and for his big suprice Jake and Romeo were still up. "DADDY!!!" they both yelled and run to hug their dad. Jon as he hugged them and kissed them he answered "I miss you little monsters!!" Back again to his feet Jon hugged his wife. "Welcome home..." Dorothea said and kisse him. "I love the welcomes!" Jon teased and Dorothea smiled back at him. "Where is Stephanie?" Jon asked and just behind him his only daughter came and hug him close. "Oh daddy i miss you so much!" "I miss you too Steph!"
They sut there in the living room chatting. But when the time had passed the kids went to sleep. Jon went also to bed he was exhausted. On his way to the bedroom he stoped to check out Jesse who didn't came down to welcome him. Opening the door he found him in the same place that Stephanie had left him 5 hours ago lying on his bed. "Hey Jess you'll not wolcome your old man?" Jon asked and closed the door behind him. Jesse didn't answer. "What's wrong Jess?" Jon said getting closer to him and saw that his eyes were red and they had black circlus under them. "What happend?" he asked again and sut next to him. "Pauline knows..." he said with low and tiried voise. "Someone gave her some pictures with me and you in NY and she throw them to me and left but before she broke up with me! Then i had an idea to win her back sending her some lyrics of your songs but it didn't worked and she got angry and she said she doesn't want to see me again or talk to me!" he expained his father the sitiuasion. "Oh Jesse i'm so sorry! And when that happend?" "20 days ago!" Jon singed feeling sorry for his son. "Listen Jesse you have all the time we want to talk about it! I'm free now until September..." "I don't want to talk about it i just want her back!" Jesse said and turned to the other side of the bed.
Jon got up and left him alone. "You might don't want but i do and i WILL!"
Jon thought and went to his bedroom. Here he found his wife and asked her to explain all that he had missed when he was on tour. As he was listening to his wife he came to a conclusiuon..... tommorow he'll say a few words with Pauline.
The next day Pauline went to work for the first time and she likes it. It helps her to forget the problems she had and help her to forget Jesse beause she might say to Ava that she overcame him but she didn't. She also their met two other guys Mike and Nick. They were little older than her but they are very helpfull.
Pauline came back at home a little late and went staight to have a shower and then she ate for dinner and went back to her bedroom. Walking in her eye caught her guitar who was screaming to play it. Pauline could't say no and she pick it up. But she wasn't in a mood to play inside so she went to the balcony. She took a guitar pick and her pack of cigarettes. She sut on the chair and let her finger slip to the chourds.
She was playing for over an hour when someone rung the bell it was Jon. Jon after excuse himself for the hour he asked if he can see Pauline and left her parents with no words. They thought she did something bad and left Jon to see her.
Jon walking up the stairs he heard soft guitar playing. Following the music and went to Pauline bedroom. He knock but he didn't get an answer and he knocked again but no one answered him. He opened the door and closed it behind him. And here he was in Pauline's bedroom. It was like Richie had desgebe it to him 2 hours ago. He was llooking around and Pauline still didn't notise him as she start singing and playing You Had Me From Hello. Jon smiled and saw the wall of her posters. He looked down to her nightstand and saw a frame was down. He pick it up and it was her with Jesse but the glass was broken. He singed and walked to the balcony and Pauline finished the song.
"You really like this song don't you?" Jon asked her and Pauline turned and saw Jon. "Jon?What are you doing here? From when are you here?" "Since you were at the mirron fixing your hair and putting your make-up on!" he said and laughed. Pauline got up from the chair and went inside to her room with Jon. "Where did you know i leave here?" "I search and is not very dificult to know!" he paused. "I want to talk about something!" "You and me? Talk about something? That sounds intersting!" Pauline said and went to the balcony and Jon followed her.
As they both sut looking in the sky Jon's eye caught the cigarette pack. "You start smocking?" he said very supriced. "Yeah!" "You know that is bad for your health!" "You smocke too Jon!" "But i'm not 16! I'm 51!" "But you started it when you were 18!" "Damn fans knows everything!" Pauline laughed. "Give me one!" he ordered and Pauline gave him one and light it for him and she did the same. "What do you want to talk about about?" she asked as she blow out the smock. "You why i'm here Pauline, don't you?" Pauline singed. "Look i know this must be hard for you but can you give him a chance?" "You have no idea how hard that was! I have already take my desision! I move on..... i found a job and in one week i'll take my driver licience! Sending you here to talk to me Jesse doesn't win anything tell him!" "Jesse doesn't know i'm here! I came with my own will!" he singed. "Look, Pauline i don't like seeing him at this mess! And i don't like looking at you at his mess! I mean look at you! You lost much weight, your eyes are red and you start smocking!" Pauline looked down to herself and realized that Jon was right. "How much have you lost?" "About 20!" "What?" he said shocked and Pauline nobbed. "I'll tell you only one thing and then i go! I know that you love him and he loves you! He made a mistake.... a terrible one! But everyone deserve one more chance!" he said and got up.
Walking inside Jon added. "I'm sure you'll take the right desision! I'll wait to see him smile again!" he said a gave a smile at her who was looking at him from the balcony sitting in her chair.
Jon had already gone for half and hour and Paulien still there. She didn't even move. She was thinking what Jon told her. She didn't want to hurt Jesse but she did it and she was sorry for it. She thought that Jon might be right. He didn't gave Jesse a chance to explain.
She just needed time to clean up the mess in her head. To put things in order. And then she'll talk with herself to know what is going to do with the boy he loved more that anyone else in her life.
Call Jesse!
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