Κυριακή 13 Οκτωβρίου 2013

Chapter 9: Not Her Again

Two days later Pauline was finaly out of the hospital while Jesse's condition was the same. It's been taught for all of them.

Pauline after gone out of the hospital her life was back in the everyday routine. She was studing hard for the driving licence. Also she managed to keep her job in Starbucks. And she was happy about it. When she was done with all that she must take care of she was going to the hospital in the night. She was trying to relax Jon and Dorothea who from the first day they went very often to their house. Thank God Stephanie was there and was taking good care of her two little brothers.

A night like all the others Pauline drove from her house to the hospital to change duty with Dorothea and Jon. She took the elevator and went to the third floor. Opening the door Dorothea and Jon they werent's alone. They have company from their other three kids Stephanie, Jake and Romeo.

Pauline keep walking to their side and then Romeo realized she was there. He left his seat and runn to her side and hugged her. "Hey big man!" she said when they broke apart. "And thanks for the drawing! I love it!!" she said and Romeo blushed. Pauline with Romeo walked together where the others were. "Hey angel how was work?" Jon asked her as she sut down with Romeo in her hug. "Very good. How is Jesse?" was a question that she always asking now. "The same!" he answered and singed. "Pauline haven't met Stephanie don't you?" Dorothea asked her and Pauline nobbed no. "Hi, i'm Stephanie!" she said and threw out her hand and Pauline shaked it. "It's nice to meet you Stephanie! I'm Pauline!" "I've heard so much about you! Jesse was talking about you all day long!" Stephanie said and Pauline's cheeks turned to red. "Really?" "You can not imagine! You were good for him! And i want to thank you personally of that you did!" "If anyone else was in my position will had done the same!" Pauline answered as she tried to hide her blushing.

The two girls were chatting a little more but then they have to go beacuse Romeo felt asleep in Pauline's arms. It was late in the night when they left. Now was Pauline with Jesse.

She looked at him before she opened the door of his private room. The low sound of his heartbeat was the  only noise in the little room. Pauline sut in a chair beside to the bed. She was starring at him for several minutes. She couldn't believe he was lying there in fucking coma! And she can't do nothing to help him.

It was the first time she saw him. She was feeling like someone was punching her in her stomach. She was feeling sick. She was feeling like she has fever. To her mind came the scene of her with Zack kissing each other. And with the corner of her eye she saw him drove away. She was day dreaming. She shoke her head when she came back to the present. Now the little pieces of the puzle found their right place.

Jesse had saw her with Zack. He thought that Pauline moved on and she doesn't want him anymore to her life. He didn't want to sit there and watch them. He knew from the time on Christmass who was hugging her and Jesse was jelous. He drove away from him, from her. He wanted to stay alone. He went to a bar. He was trying to a find an answer to Jack Daniels. he thought that this might help him forget. He thought that this might took away the pain. But it didn't. He had already shut down his phone and lost all the calls from his mother and father.

When he couldn't take anymore he left the bar. He was drunk. At the first he knew where he was and where he wanted to go. But then he lost everything. But mostly he lost the control of his car.

Pauline moved closer to him. She covered his right hand with hers. It was still feating in. Like God create them to be each other half. Her eyes filled with tears once again. He slipped her little fingers into his. She turned her head to her shoulder and felt asleep holding him close. Like he did when she needed.

The next morning Jon left his house early in the morning. He arrived at the hospital about 7.00am. He went to the third floor but he didn't found Pauline sitting there. For a moment he thought she was gone. Walking closer to the room it was obvious where Pauline was. Jon froze at this sight. It was defently the best love scene he'd ever seen from teenagers.

He slowly opened the door and entered the room. He notised where Pauline's hand was and smiled. Looking over to his son he notised his lips were about to smile. But he was still in coma. A few minutes later Jon was sipping coffee sitting on the chair on the other side of the bed.

Pauline wake up. She was feeling a warmth to her hand. She looked down it was Jesse's and rolled her eyes. She slowly let free Jesse's hand. While the other went straight to her back. "Oh shit my back!" she cried out. Still didn't notised Jon. She sut more comfortable to the chair and looked at the other side of bed where Jon was sitting. "Oh my God Jon! You sceared me!" "I'm sorry! I didn't want to! You slept good?" "Yeah! This chair is really comfy!" "What about your back?" "Oh my back! When i was younger i had an accident with my back. And when i'm turning my back for a long time to my right side it hurts! That's all!" "Good then!" "I have to go to the bathroom!" "Ok!" Jon answered and sipped his coffee. Pauline got up and left Jesse's room.

A few minutes later when Pauline was returning from the bathroom found Jon with Richie and Ava. "Morning angel! You slept good?" Richie asked. "Pretty good thanks!" Pauline answered with a smile. "Here we brought you some coffee!" Ava said and gave her the coffee. "Oh thank you!" she answered and took the coffee. She drunk a sip and let the cafein go all around her body. She singed of pleasure. "Nice coffee huh?" Ava asked as she sut down next to Pauline. "Awesome coffee!" Pauline answered and drunk one more sip.

As the hours were passing them by Jon asked a doctor how Jesse was doing. But the news weren't that good. He was still in coma and the next 48 hours are very critical. The doctor was happy that they found a blood donate this fast and that worked as a bonus for Jesse. The operation was good. But there is a possibility of memory loss when he'll wake up from the coma.

While Jon was was talking with the doctor Pauline was sitting in a chair the coffee cup was in her hands. She looked like shit. Ava was trying to make her feel better but that didn't worked. And now is the new battle Pauline must win fpr herself first and for Jesse.

The door opened. The sound of high heels was notised. Ava turned her head and saw Jennifer coming. Richie on the other side of the hallway notised her too. Jon had fonished his talk with the doctor and joined them. Pauline drunk a sip and saw her coming to their side. Ava who was next to her could feel her friend was ready to kill her. "Stay calm!" she whispered to Pauline's ear.

Jennifer was knowing exatly was she was doing. She knew Pauline's weak piont and she'll atacked it. She took the sad and sceared look as she got closer to them. "Mr Bon Jovi i came here as fast as i learn about Jesse's accident!" she said to Jon who doesn't know what was Jennifer's plan. "How is he?" she asked without looking to anyone else exept Jon. "Not too good! He's in coma!" he just answered to her. He wasn't in a mood of explained her. "Oh my God!" her hands on her mouth. She was a good actress. Pretanding she doesn't know how Jesse was.

Now it was time to attack to Pauline. It was her show time. "Mr Bon Jovi i want you to know that no matter will hapend i still love Jesse! I know that we broke up but i loved him with all my heart! And on part of it always will!" Jennifer said like was starring on the theater. Jon was impressed of Jennifer's words. But Pauline wasn't! She must defent herself and Jesse. She got up. Ava was trying to stop her but Pauline was sure of what was doing. "You said you loved him? You know what? That's all BULLSHIT! How much did you loved him when you was cheating on him with every male was in your way? How can you came here six days after the accident pretending that you just hear it?" she said as she was looking at her like a hungry lion ready to devour the unsuspecting victim. Jennifer was in shocked. She didn't exepting that. "W-What are you talking about?" she asked and strart playing inocent. "You know exactly of what i'm talking about!" "You what little bitch? Before you came we're perfect without you! You came here and look what happend! Jesse is lying in a fucking hospital bed having a fucking coma! And all that happend because of YOU! I couldn't have killed you when we were alone in the park if i only knew what is going to happend to Jesse! I can kill you right now in front of your best friend but i won't! You know what? Because if anything bad happend to Jesse YOU'RE THE ONLY ONE TO BLAME! YOU broke his heart and sent him to this fucking hospital!" Jennifer attacked. It was like a battle between a lion and a tiger. And no one knows who is going to win this. 

Jon, Richie and Ava were listen to the girls fighting and lost their words. Pauline must show to Jennifer who she is. "You know what Jennifer? I'm glad that you're alive and you don't have anything else to spend your time and all you do is to trying broke up Jesse from me! You're so fucking jelous that he left you for me, don't you? You never get over it and you never will! I could have killed you that day we had a fight but i didn't! Do you what to know why? Because i want to crawling in the ground when Jesse will be alright begging us to kill you! But we won't! We let you live with qualms! I'll be your nightmare where ever you're going......." Pauline said with slow voise and make Jennifer understand every word she said. From her eyes blood was dripping. Jennifer didn't know what to say. "Get the fuck away of my sight! You make me sick! And something last is Bongiovi! Bon Jovi is a fucking band!" she said with her strong but slow voise. 

Jennifer was afraid what will happend next if she stays. She decited to leave but before that she said "I swear to God Pauline Timson that one day i'll send you to the grave! And if this make me not to see the light of the sun again! I WILL DESTROY YOU!" she yelled and left with raised temper.

Pauline on the other hand when Jennifer left everyone lost their words. "Jennifer is right! I'm the only to blame of what happend to Jesse! When he wakes up from the coma i'll come to make sure he's alright and then i'll leave him and you leave your livies!" she said looking on the floor. Jon sut on the chair next to her. With his hand he lifted her head and looked in her eyes which had filled with tears. "You're not going anywhere! I won't let you! When he'll wake up you'll be back together and everything will be like before!" "No, Jon! Nothing would be the same! Don't you get it? I hurt the people i love! First was Jesse! And because i don't want anything bad happend to you all i'll leave!" Pauline said before no one can stop her was running crying to the door. "Pauline!" Ava said and start running behind her. But Richie grabbed her hand and said "Let her alone Ava!" Ava listen to her father and sut on the chair wishing that this never happend.

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